i randomly cried today because i saw a theatrical stage for the first time in over a year. i don’t know how that happened. just my inner theater baby who’s mad at life so far and the untheatrics of it all.
signing off, unemployed russian lesbian waitress in immigration 😘
(also let’s appreciate the makeup i did the other day)
- i feel like all the best stories in my life i have already lived. i have goals and i’d be happy to reach them, but the feeling won’t be as euphoric as entering college, moving to moscow, falling in love with you…i want to be famous, to have bigger dialogues with bigger audiences, i want to quit my minimum wage job- all these things would be amazing, but i don’t think i’ll ever be as happy as i was at 19. it hurts to say it, but the life that’s left isn’t interesting to me - darling, this sounds like the start of a depressive episode - *starts crying*
OMFGGGGGGGG i’m at the airporttttrtt this is not real i’m returning to life again i thought this would feel different omg omg i’ll hug her so soon what?!!!
two more weeks left of grinding and working like 14 hours every day omggggggggg can’t wait to return to real life again i miss being lesbian and going to bubble tea shops and stuff
AEEIA ☽。⋆
bob
5 months ago | [YT] | 4
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
i randomly cried today because i saw a theatrical stage for the first time in over a year. i don’t know how that happened. just my inner theater baby who’s mad at life so far and the untheatrics of it all.
signing off, unemployed russian lesbian waitress in immigration 😘
(also let’s appreciate the makeup i did the other day)
6 months ago | [YT] | 9
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
🧐
6 months ago | [YT] | 4
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
- i feel like all the best stories in my life i have already lived. i have goals and i’d be happy to reach them, but the feeling won’t be as euphoric as entering college, moving to moscow, falling in love with you…i want to be famous, to have bigger dialogues with bigger audiences, i want to quit my minimum wage job- all these things would be amazing, but i don’t think i’ll ever be as happy as i was at 19. it hurts to say it, but the life that’s left isn’t interesting to me
- darling, this sounds like the start of a depressive episode
- *starts crying*
6 months ago | [YT] | 6
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
how did i end up having a shot of vodka first thing in the morning today? girl breakfast✨
7 months ago | [YT] | 3
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
meow meow meow meow…
meowmeow meow-meow meoweowmeowmeow-meow, meow, meow meow? meow? meowmeowmeow meow. meow, meow, meow, meow, meow, meów?! meow…
meowmeow :(
7 months ago | [YT] | 2
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
guys um hey!
i reunited with my wife
but i’m like too happy to post lately
but i’m making my way back to youtube slowly
and my hair is now brown btw
8 months ago | [YT] | 5
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
OMFGGGGGGGG i’m at the airporttttrtt
this is not real
i’m returning to life again
i thought this would feel different
omg omg i’ll hug her so soon what?!!!
8 months ago | [YT] | 10
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST
8 months ago | [YT] | 14
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AEEIA ☽。⋆
two more weeks left of grinding and working like 14 hours every day omggggggggg can’t wait to return to real life again i miss being lesbian and going to bubble tea shops and stuff
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