β™‘π•½π–šπ–‡π–Ž π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–‘π–Žπ–“π–β™‘οΈŽ(on break)

Rubi is not in your area anymore

(on break, dw ill comeback)


β™‘π•½π–šπ–‡π–Ž π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–‘π–Žπ–“π–β™‘οΈŽ(on break)

Would you call me a victim player if i share a part of my life? If i say "i am not okay" instead of "I AM OKIEEE AND ALL GUDDD"? Would you understand my situation? Would try a little to understand me..? To the ppl i hurted... Sorry... I never meant to hurt you, ik i am toxic... And i swear on my life it wasn't makeup, all i did is js slam my wrist to the wall, js stressing on some personal issues... It wasn't a cut, i thought yall were worried abt it but never thought you guys would think it was a cut... And I never meant to treat her like my partner or be too Obsessive, tbh, she didn't tell me abt it earlier that she was uncomfortable, id apologised right away... But she always played along but i am sorry... I think i am going crazy... It hurts... It hurts so much... Please help me... I need help... I need someone... Help me.. please... I don't wanna be hated... I am sorry... I can't... I am sorry... I am stupid... I am not a fake frnd... I don't need attention... I never begged for the attention yall gave me... I never told you all to care for me... You guys js gave me the attention that was unwanted... I need serious help... I am dying in inside... It hurts... I need help... Please... Help me... Help me out... Hug me tight... I need to cry it out to someone... Why am i so toxic...? Please i beg you don't ask "what happened?" i am not ready to answer... Js help me out Whatever i am going through... I am so rude... I hurt ppl without even realizing... I am so sorry for that... I care... I do.. I always did... I am not a fake frnd... Pls... Help...me.. I am all alone... I am useless... I am going crazy... Idk why... I didn't deserved to be treated like a sister to you... Yes, It's my fault that i am bad at explaining... Help me... I need serious help... I need to hug from someone rn... Want someone who can understand and hear me out... Thank you for wasting your time reading this... It means alot... that you actually read it all... :)

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 10

β™‘π•½π–šπ–‡π–Ž π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–‘π–Žπ–“π–β™‘οΈŽ(on break)

Happy birthday… I am excited to see you bloom… ! The only difference is you’re a flower who’s not in my garden… :)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 20

β™‘π•½π–šπ–‡π–Ž π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–‘π–Žπ–“π–β™‘οΈŽ(on break)

Is this how it feels being replaced...?

...I rlly miss you and i am truly sorry... :( ...

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

β™‘π•½π–šπ–‡π–Ž π–™π–π–Š π–‡π–‘π–Žπ–“π–β™‘οΈŽ(on break)

Bro why do we have beef with eo and talk like nthg happened πŸ’”πŸ₯€ LIKE NOBODY WILL SAY WE ENDED OUR FRIENDSHIP πŸ₯€πŸ₯€πŸ₯€

β€ͺ@luna_fics‬ (did you Seriously block me on insta?!)

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 6