☆Z1P_D4Y0!☆

filler post I made 4 fun ig lolz

2 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 12

☆Z1P_D4Y0!☆

hi!!!!!
sorry for not posting as much!!!
I rlly lacked motivation to make content.... (And mental issues ig)

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3 days ago | [YT] | 18

☆Z1P_D4Y0!☆

sorry 4 not posting ... I'll post the speedpaint after school

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1 week ago | [YT] | 25

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I am slowly losing my sanity...

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 23

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Should I do the internet girl trend w/ Miku or what?? :D
my wrist hurts...

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 12

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guess what the upcoming video is about...!!
correct answer gets pinned

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 12

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‪@aeoko_silli_fpe_fanৎ‬ here's progress ig...*aggressive coughing*

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 12

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I actually want to noose myself so badly rn but I don't want to...
What should I do?

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 18

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the garticphone live was so peak but there's no waraninja in sight🥀
it sorta cured my depression temporarily :p

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4 weeks ago | [YT] | 22

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the thoughts r fucking back again
Istg I was happy for a few days, and I regret being happy bcuz... well if you understand, you'll know.
I rlly cannot understand how I can control my mental health dude, I've been planning to actually noose myself and I start overthinking about if I should do it or not.
Fuck whoever made me like this.
And also, I cried today. Literally. I feel my sanity silently slipping away each day, how much of a whiny asshole could I be?
The only source of comfort I have is talking to my friends and doing stuff I love.. I think I'm too clingy to them and I'm scared if they abandon me. What if they think I'm annoying? What if they think... And the stuff I do isn't even worth my time, even is myself.
I bet the world, my obnoxious classmates, and everything wouldn't care or pay me tribute if I died. People like me are... just waste with a life not worth anything.
Why am I like this? Should I decide now? Is it now? Well who knows. Maybe I'll get over my suicidal ideation or let it win, bcuz it's consuming me. I don't know when to stop.
Just please, let me accept my suicidal thoughts. I don't care if it's a sin to kys but it shouldn't be for people just like me.
don't judge me... it's what I am. Im fake.
don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am.
Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am. Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am. Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am. Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am. Im fake. don't judge me... it's what I am. Im fake.

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