Jonnyism

I said in one of my videos on my old channel I would get dislikes for talking so I shut that channel down now on here I'm starting to do vlogs and talking videos again and it's the same thing, so I told y'all that people don't like me doing vlogs for some reason but when I do music, people like that. I really don't get the hate for me talking to be honest I think people disliking because I said I hated it and I said it happened on my old channel and people want to repeat the past it seems.

19 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

Jonnyism

Every time this woman interacts with me, mostly directly, every EVERY TIME, I have a dream of her or just "some random woman" I don't even know of that doesn't even exist, I don't like her, I don't hate her either, I think GOD put her in my life as some sort of unprofessional therapist or something LOL idk why she's so invested in my life maybe her psychic is right that we have a deeper soul connection or something but I don't want to be tied to anyone but I'm glad she checked up on me because 2/14/2026 was the scariest event I EVER had in my life I can't believe I'm OK right now.

22 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

Jonnyism

10:59 - 11:42 "Sounds like Nightwish". XD
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_qhY...

3 days ago | [YT] | 1

Jonnyism

Fun fact, this was influenced by "The Drug in Me Is You" by Falling in Reverse, not necessarily mocking them though but idk why I chose them as an influence. I wouldn't consider it "noise metal" music though unlike what one person thought it was, odd choice for someone to consider this "noise rock/metal" though, there's other songs I've made that are pure chaos, Disorganized Disaster probably or Mr. Deleted File (Second Remix).
Also the green, purple, and black flag idea I was talking about in my omnisexual part 1 video means agender, aromantic, and asexual, which I don't relate to any of that, lol, so if I made a flag for me it would be my symbol in different colors like in the omnisexual colors or bisexual colors or still keep my colors but add other designs on the flag to make it unique like my symbol or other weird symbols or lines or whatever shapes or stars lol.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6aIP...

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

Jonnyism

Some of the people I've met with 100+ IQ's are very immature or not that smart in a lot of non academia kind of ways like not good emotional intelligence or not good with street smarts but then you have me who is -100 IQ and moderately mature with big brain thoughts of multiple dimensions and ghosts and extraterrestrials and whatever.

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

Jonnyism

I like being a solo musician ESPECIALLY without a record label, less drama and people trying to control/criticize you. 👍 This is why you barely see me collaborate with ANYONE. No one reaches out to me for a collab, not popular of a person or underground, and I don't reach out to them, I probably wouldn't turn down a collab but then you have them possibly bossing you around with how they want the song to turn out unless they're chill and don't care how you do your part but man it's like then you have to worry about who really owns the song and it's like, eff that, lol, I'll just do me. 🤣👍 I don't need an extra singer or a guitarist or WHATEVER LOL!

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

Jonnyism

I can't believe I missed this on the news, I have Homocystinuria, so similar to Marfan syndrome. Just to let people know I've been going through health problems so I'm not able to make much new music but my health problems may or may not be related to Homocystinuria aka Marfan syndrome's doppelgänger but all I know is I have anemia and heart arrhymias it's not even related to edibles anymore I'm off of that stuff for about 2 weeks now and every day I deal with heart arrhythmias and heart palpitations and other weird symptoms, arm pain in the shower which was new, and rarely chest pain and a whooshing sound in my right ear and sometimes fatigue and dizziness rarely sometimes when I get up from bed.
TLDR: If I stop posting, I left the simulation Matrix due to this unknown heart condition I'm going through (unless it's all psychological but I doubt it, could be just the anemia but heart and even aorta might look fine, I doubt it's aortic dissection though).
EDIT:
Don't worry about me, I was going to call my heart doctor, he coincidentally called me because he wants me to do some test in the end of March, which to my knowledge I will still do that, but I called back to actually say funny enough I was going to call him first due to my symptoms, so now I have 2 appointments, so I guess God/the aliens or whatever is looking out for me because I find it weird he wants me to do a test in March when I'm actually supposed to see him in May, so it's settled for now I guess, February appointment in a few days, one at the end of March, and some time in May, I hope he can find what's bothering me.

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

Jonnyism

I've been bisexual since middle school, I'm 30 now. I've seen this video before but never really dived deep into omnisexual until many years later aka now.
I'm omnisexual now.
I still don't mind people calling me bisexual and I even switch the labels around a lot since for some people bisexual is an umbrella term but omni feels more specific than bi.
I'm attracted to mostly feminine men/femboys and masculine women/tomboys but I also like masculine men and feminine women and I also like other genders besides male and female, I like them all, but gender DOES matter to me.
I'm attracted to physical bodies.
I'm attracted to personalities, but NOT mainly personality or personality ONLY, hence, I still like porn and catch feelings for people in real life like random strangers so an emotional connection is not always needed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5P_x...

1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

Jonnyism

Band: Massive Attack
Song: Angel
Music genre: Trip hop

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

Jonnyism

The Locust - Teenage Mustache (Hellfest 2003) 🤣👍
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX9Gx...

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 0