NerdyNekoma

Short update on my situation (because you guys are literally the sweetest and best community and your worried comments almost madd me cry 🥺/positive):
The semester has finally ended (I love studying but my health is currently not keeping up with the demand). I'm being send from doctor to doctor with frustratingly little results so far and have not exactly improved, more like declined 😅

I hope that loads of rest, now that I have the opportunity, can make up for some of that.

I haven't stopped writing in the meantime (though it logically got less) but the energy to record and edit hasn't quite returned yet.

However once it does I'm happy to announce that a small plethora of scripts is waiting to be finalised:
- "Shaken up" TsukiYamaKageHina - Angst with a happy end and Omegaverse elements
- "Bedtime Challenge" TsukiYamaKageHina - Fluff, some comedic and spicy elements
- "Drowning" SakuAtsuAranKita - Angst with a happy end
- "The Sunshine's Secret · Alternative ending PT.2" SakuAtsuKageHina
- "Bisclavre" IwaOi - Fairytale retelling (not fairytale structure and wording though since I find those exhausting in a fanfiction context)
- "Humans don't play with Monsters" AsaNoyaUshiTen - Angst with a happy ending
- "Marked" OsaSunaKomo - Angst with a happy ending and Omegaverse elements
- "Isolation PT.3-6" (all finished written) BokuAkaKuroKen - Angst with a happy end
- "Embodied Burden PT.2" BokuAkaKuroKen - Angst with a happy end
- "Unexpected Loss" BokuAkaKuroKen - Angst with a happy end
- "The best day was when I saw you happy with others" BokuAkaKuroKen - Angst with a happy end
- "Side effects" BokuAkaKuroKen - Hurt/Comfort
- "Bond by Duty pt.5-6" DaiSugaIwaOi
- "Toxic Touch PT.1-7" SakuAtsuAranKita - HEAVY Angst with happy end

As well as some lingering unfinished projects. Most of those listed are either completely or almost completely finished.
Feel free to let me know your preferences so that I can prioritise them in the upload schedule.

Lastly, recently if I uploaded it was mostly longer format videos. This often means it takes a bit longer to produce them, often not alone because of the time of the extra footage but more so because the energy barrier to get started on them either committing to one longer session or multiple small ones is higher. I enjoy making them but it can slow down the process.

Please let me know if you'd prefer I make the long format videos (25-50mins) despite the delay in content or shorter multiple parts again (10-20mins per part) and potentially a SUPERCUT once a series finishes with extra material.

Thank you for your continued support and rest assured that this channel isn't dead or forgotten!

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6 days ago | [YT] | 375

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Sora passed away.

1 month ago | [YT] | 248

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Hey everyone, I wanted to give you all a little update but first:
THANK YOU all so so much for all the support and nice comments! It means a lot to me to be reminded of what a wonderful community we have. Thank you for your patience and support.
It means more than words can express and I hope to very soon be able to pay it back in kind.

I read every single comment under these posts and all my videos even if I don't often have the time and energy to respond these days.

Sadly I can offer good news just yet:
Sora had been doing better yesterday but this morning he declined again. I immediately brought him to the vet and they hospitalised him so he will stay at the clinic for a while and hopefully until he feels better. Yet they warned me that sudden death is a possibility now.

Luckily my other birds are showing no signs of respiratory distress and I'm monitoring the humidity and temperature in my room closely.

I hope Sora will make it because I don't know what to do if I lost two birds in less than 9 months. I can't start 2026 with another death.

So for all you out there:
Thank you
And
Never, NEVER, say "I hope next year will be better"!

1 month ago | [YT] | 166

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Happy new year everyone.

Sadly I have to tell you that 2026 started with an utter gut punch for me. Sora was diagnosed with pneumonia (the cause for Akari's passing).
He is being treated and I will do everything in my power to get him through this but logically I'm scared and worried.

My own health issues haven't resolved yet and at once my schedule has filled with doctor and vet appointments in the next week, enough to drown in.

On top of that my comfort show just pulled off the most hurtful queerbait I have seen in a very long time.

That is all to say as much as I want to come back I still can't. I want nothing than to finally come up for air.
I apologise for this post being rambly and disorganised and low-key over sharing but I wanted to keep you updated and find that you deserve an explanation for the delay on well... Everything.

I'm really sorry beyond my capacity at this point and it feels like I can't catch a breath. You are a small glimpse of hope in all of this so please allow me to selfishly ask that you still be here when I hopefully find some solid ground again.

Until then I hope you are having more luck than me. Happy new year and a warning from this content creator: never say "I hope the next year will be better" or any version of it...
(And don't publish on Ao3 the cure will get you /j)

1 month ago | [YT] | 239

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I'm sorry but the new TsukiYamaKageHina video will be delayed 😭
I had a perfect recording session only to realise that the audio got lost 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Please take this short as an apology!

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1 month ago | [YT] | 279

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More videos coming soon!!!

The next part of "Isolation" actually in a few hours 😁

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1 month ago | [YT] | 294

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Quick question: What do you think about a new challenge starting with TsukiYamaKageHina?

1 month ago | [YT] | 163

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In case anyone got worried: Me and the birds are okay!

A magnitude 7.6 earthquake hit Japan. In Sapporo we too received a warning a few seconds before the quake reached us.

Me, my friends, and my birds are fine. The shaking was intense but nothing broke and it ultimately ended up harmless for us.

2 months ago | [YT] | 204

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Work in progress
(Have to take a break though, my head is killing me 🥲😣)

2 months ago | [YT] | 86

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My mom's audio book is now also available on Spotify!!! Please check it out and if you happen to listen to it please give it a good rating!

I really enjoy it so much and hope that the second part can be made into an audiobook as well!!!

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