xxMintoStarxx

https://youtu.be/LxCxAdx0Z0k
YAAAAAYYYYYYY

3 days ago | [YT] | 3

xxMintoStarxx

WHEEWWWWWWWW
UNTIL I FOUND YOU IS DONEEEEEEEEEE

However, due to be me being out of town, I will have to upload it tomorrow evening since I am getting a friend of mine to help me render it since I will have to do art homework. But, even with my stress level being high due to my room situation, I was able to get a cute little Valentine's Day project on time. I am actually quite shook but thank you to everyone for responding to my messages and keeping me in check. I cannot wait to upload it once I get back tomorrow from my grandmother's BDAY lunch. Whew, I can finally put this old project from 2023 to rest. <3

So, for next year's Valentine's MEP I will be hosting Sunset Wife. I still have everything cropped so, it should be good to go :)
Its another old MEP from 2023 that never got done plus another comfort song of mine. <3 It will be a another vintage theme but with glowing overlays and of course a beach color scheme. :) It'll go up once my BDAY MEP will be completed, HOPEFULLY on time.

I love vintage style as you guys can tell xD
Hope you all have a wonderful Valentine's Day whether its with your loved one or with family :)
~Lisa / Minto <3

4 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

xxMintoStarxx

Sorry for typing this at 3am but just a rule in advance, there will be only two styles allowed in the MEP; fx or raw. :) - regarding bubblegum bitch x Touch tone. - just keep in mind the color scheme will be black and pink :)


The fx will be optional if you want to make it a fun like part :). MEP will be going up as soon as until I found you goes up. I will be having a playlist for inspiration 🖤💗

NOTE: I will be trying to be completing old meps that I feel inspired to finish on this channel so, no new MEPs until those are finished. :)
Thank you ‪@ChiChiDoesStuff‬ for giving me the motivation to complete old ones xD
Yes, I tagged Chi-chi (emi) here that some of my old ones, she and I will host together in her server ;) So, there may be a surprise MEP from 2018 that never got completed until years later XDD

6 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

xxMintoStarxx

Since Valentine’s day is around the corner, I’m waiting for the last couple of tracks to come in.

SO time to announce the winner for my birthday MEP. It will be touch tone x bubblegum bitch. Once things get settled down, I’ll get the sign up ready to go :)

1 week ago | [YT] | 5

xxMintoStarxx

Noooooo
Now I may come down with something before my grandmother’s birthday on Saturday; due to the weather being under 10 degrees and stress with the construction, sleeping in a cold living room..

-_-

1 week ago | [YT] | 10

xxMintoStarxx

So, regarding until I found her, no need to rush your parts. I am going through a bit of a struggle with my room. I did get an update with the hard part being finished by Sunday but then the furniture won’t be in until next Friday, before Valentine’s Day. So, happy Valentine’s Day to myself… hahahaha
And then new mattress won’t be in until the end of the month.
So, I’ll still send reminders anyway. But no need to make them rushed. Please take your time :)
I just won’t have access to my desktop due to art homework. Considering I get art homework for the week, it’s time consuming since my teacher is requiring me to add some backgrounds to give my art more character.

As I said in a community post, I cannot access my desktop as much as I want to. Plus good news, new computer desk will be coming in.

Again, I have to take everything one day at a time at this point. If all the parts come in, great but if not it’s still love month so it’s fine. Hell I’ll upload it in April like I did last year XDD

At this point, lingering MEPs is a just a solution. I am stressed out and I cannot let a silly MEP which can get uploaded anytime linger stress to on top of what I have.

1 week ago | [YT] | 11

xxMintoStarxx

This will be applying to any editing for now. I just hope it’ll be finished quickly. Once loud noises enter my brain, the dust never leaves due to allergies.

I’ll still try and make new tracks but if I ask for an extension, please give it.
Thank you. :)
Just read the picture.

1 week ago | [YT] | 9

xxMintoStarxx

Vent post yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy

Sick of people’s shit. :/ Although it is exciting that I will be getting a new room project, the painters never let me know any dates. So, after my outing I have to take down everything :/ lovely. And I was planning on doing homework.

Then I feel like one of my coaches is going to throw me under the bus. I told her that I don’t feel comfortable in social groups because those situations were when I met my ex’s who mentally and physically hurt me. She then told me “how are you going to challenge your brain if you don’t meet new people?” Like I rather deal with new people for 15 minutes at a con and then move on. Like after with what happened last year with dealing with toxic people, I’m done with meeting new people. She doesn’t understand that I was hurt and she’s going to throw me into another stressful situation. Like I get she’s trying to help and called me out for having “social anxiety”, which I do have.

This is why I HATE phone calls. I would at this point just text people and throw my phone out the window if someone tries to call. Like I would call IF necessary. Like HELLO. Texting exists for a reason. Like even I tell my friends to text me and then they insist. -_-

I’m just done with people telling me “You have your anxiety taking over your damn life” where I’m like “no, I’m protecting myself from getting hurt.” I rather be a lone wolf at this point than deal with people who would ruin mental health.

Sorry just getting this out.

If I would bring the monster Kyo out of my system I would but I don’t want to hurt people. Maybe I am so just emotionally fragile. Even when I was watching Kyo’s emotional arc, I realized that I was that poor cat crying for help. I am a Kyo-Sohma kinnie, crying for their Tohru, but at the same time, I want to lash out and stand up for myself but I don’t want to destroy. I don’t want to be a doormat either.


To quote:
You loved me and I froze in time
Hungry for that flesh of mine
But I can't compete with the she wolf who has brought me to my knees
What do you see in those yellow eyes?
'Cause I'm falling to pieces

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 9