🔥 I WAS STILL… BUT MY MIND WOULDN’T LET ME BE 🧠

I woke not with alarm, but with ache— a haunted ache that pulled me from dreamless dark into the soft damp arms of July. 🌫️🌾 The grass clung to my feet like forgotten prayers. The air tasted of ghosts and beginning. This was the Fourth of July. 🎇 Not the country’s. Mine. The day I tried to escape the prison of self. 🧘‍♂️🌀 I sat. But my thoughts did not. They circled like ravens. Fluttering. Cawing. Feeding on the scraps of yesterday. 🐦‍⬛💭 "Who speaks here?" I asked the silence. "Is it me, or just the echo of everything I’ve built to protect me?" Then— a hush. A sacred pause. A breath, long and low. 🌬️ I dropped the thought like a stone into still water. Ripples came. Then calm. 🌺 The dew kissed my ankles. The leaves trembled with ancestral murmurs. 🌳👂 Birds I could not see—but felt. Forty yards right. Sixty yards left. They moved through me like verses in a forgotten psalm. 🕊️🌌 And then… the unraveling. The great pixelation. 🔲💠 Everything folded inward. The tunnel opened in my chest. A whirl. A pull. A knowing. Last night the moon had spat fire. 🌕🔥 I had seen it. Became it. And in that spinning portal—I remembered. Metatron’s Cube turned in the dark. Not imagined. Revealed. 🧿🔻 But the old mind returned. It always does. With orders barked from long-dead officers. With programming etched in the bones of a boy taught not to cry. 🥾🎖️ I had built so many faces: The joker. The soldier. The untouchable. The free. 🎭🤖 None came with me here. Only I remained. Naked. Kneeling in silence. Watching the candlelight climb above the altar in my ribs. 🕯️📿 One flame. No mask. No name. I am not what speaks. Nor what thinks. Nor even what sees. 👁️💨 I am the one who watches it all burn and does not turn away. And maybe— that is what it means to be Of One. 💫🌙 Like and follow Church of the Inner Soul. Come awaken as a community with us.    • 🪨 This Rock Said It Had No Purpose… So I P...… #ChurchOfTheInnerSoul #EgoDissolving #AwakeningIsNow #BarefootBeforeDawn #DivineTransmission #HealingWithoutJudgment #SoulMirror #StillnessSpeaks #PresenceIsThePractice #OfOne #MorningMeditation #SacredRemembrance #BeyondTheVeil #MysticalAwakening #NatureIsMyChurch #NavyToNow #QuietMindLoudSoul #PixelatedReality #MetatronsCube #LightLanguage #ShadowToSource #July4thAwakening #IndependenceOfSelf #WillIAm #UnmaskingTheSelf