some times a lost person , confused person with talent but people never understand what he want but he want to know to truth , but he got distracted all the time and again stand up again fail and this cycle repeat but one day he ask god that i will give you everything and me also but changed my life and if you never changed me then i will never talk to you . this kid lived alone because when he trying to along with people then after sometime people are avoiding him and then he just talk to god sometime . but do you know what god has changes in his life that he are emotionless , no purpose , no goal , no distraction , and he wants to work like machine so god give him only excution mode and no excuses and but what it cost your relation , your emotion but he lost the way he go but he will find the path soon and his no desire no ego , no lust because they never want these thing the only thing that he want an love but he does not get from family and then his life turned and don't be sad