You can call me Ev/Evie/ or Everlily

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Facts abt me

I have autism
I live on a farm
I’m the daughter of Apollo
Fav god is Hestia
Fav character is Thalia Grace
Fav book is Something Blue

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I don’t own any of the art I use. It’s made by other awesome artist

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I love my community and hope to make it better with every passing day


Everlily

Sry I haven’t been so active in these past few days. I am preparing to go to New Mexico and Colorado and I am also dealing with teen girl drama. These girls legitimately piss me off and it’s only one cause she has attitude. Im so done with not knowing what I did wrong. One of the girls dated my best friend (who is a guy and has a GF who isnt me) and people keep saying we are dating when we are not at all dating. I have hung out w him twice at Basketball games and my mom is saying that we hangout to much and that I have the “hots” for him. I literally cried this morning because of the stress. No one cares and almost all my friends are against me on this. And the best part is my Best Friends Gf actually loves me and agrees with my side and know I would never take Herman who is not my type. Guys help me and give me advice

4 days ago | [YT] | 2

Everlily

ARGH MY FAV CEREAL EVER IS CAPTAIN CRUNCH AND MY STUPID BROTHER GOT THE REST OF IT AFTER I HAD ONE BOWL AND IT GENUINELY PISSED ME OFF BECAUSE HE GETS THE BIGGEST BOWLS EVER.

6 days ago | [YT] | 4

Everlily

Trigger warning. (Venting)













No one knows the feeling of being alone until you are alone. The weight having to always be there for people who don’t care if you’re breaking down inside or crying every night. They don’t feel the pain of walking behind a group because you get talked over or never heard. They don’t know the feeling of having a male best friend who isn’t gay and being told We’er dating or people asking if we are in a relationship. They don’t know how hard it is to keep it together when you’re losing family every year. They don’t know how I haven’t enjoyed the last few months after my niece left. They don’t realize how bad it hurts when I think back to my talking stage and crushes and think why do the weird kids get someone but me? They don’t stop judging when they hear you have autism and ADHD. When you mess up and blame it on how you think and they still get hurt by their words. When you say mean stuff about yourself and the way you think because it’s not how they think and it makes you different. When your to shy to do things and people stalk your parents pages about you. When you’re scared of people when they get too close and you let them in and they shut down and leave. When your weird friend tells you they’re moving in four months and you have no one else who understands you. When the world criticizes you for the way you are. Why is the world full of cruel people? Why do people bully?

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

Everlily

Sry guys I will not be able to post today because my internet is out.

1 week ago | [YT] | 3