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a chronic misfit thinking aloud at the limits of language

▪ first-person phenomenology and cultural reflection
▪ non-therapeutic, non-diagnostic inquiry
▪ working outside regulation-first frameworks
▪ recognizing multiple baselines of existence, cognition, and ways of relating to intensity
▪ not fixing anyone, including myself
☼don't fit stay lit

warning: I ramble a lot

dark language ≠ distress

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19:52

I’ve Never Belonged Anywhere (symbolic order never made sense)

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Comment on Buried in Oblivion cover: Same song, different state — when art becomes possible again

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3:15

Into Eternity - Buried in Oblivion cover (warning: very dark song :)

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15:51

Why We Can't Talk about Complex Experience (without being put into a box)

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17:57

Trying to talk about unspeakable experiences (the Real)

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16:47

Midnight Thoughts on Time | Linear vs Non-Linear (Chronos & Kairos) | When Schedules Feel Violent

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14:17

Learning to ‘Adult’ with Extreme Neurodivergence After Years of Freeze and Dependence (A Rant)

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9:22

Living with a low baseline vs Social expectations | Residue of shutdown/freeze years

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18:43

Life with Chronic Dorsal Vagal Shutdown/Freeze Response - I could barely walk 100 meters (blog)

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